Wanting something that you can’t have is the story of everyone’s life. In this track, Docman raps about a girl he wanted for so long, but gave up. Then once Docman finally found the one for him, his old crush tries to come back in to the picture.
[Verse 1:Docman]
I’m sorry but I think that your my obsession
Tryna get you here out that relationship
I usually respect but in this situation
I think its safe to say we got a situationship
Stole my heart at a young age
Didn’t know what I was thinking of
7 years later on the last page
To finally understand that the boy in love
You say that you love me and that messed wit my head
And I say that I need you but you left me for dead
And as soon as I finally lay it down you wake up
Making a bond I never could try to break up
And now you gone just don’t go too far
You only person I know that can heal this scar
Damn I feel like a fool sitting here at this bar
Drinking away the memories my feelings feeling bizarre oh god
[Hook: Meetchie]
Don’t go to far
It feels like a lifetime away
You took my heart
And I don’t see it coming back
No I don’t see it coming back
[Verse 2: Docman]
My life hella ugly you the only thing pretty
Got me circling around til my decision get dizzy
And confused on what I want but when I want what I want
Its gone Im tryna get it back but its slippery
Do you miss me? Are you happy? Is that really how you feel
See you going through the motions but is everything real
Do he love you like I love you do he make your even better
Does he see the future you and all the greatness of your treasure
I saw the body over there but the heart over here
Now the body over there and the heart is in fear
Of never ever seeing connection but its seeing them tears
All too familiar with the let down still its seeming too weird
And when we finally make up I feel like its made up
All the distance between us made a couple things change up
Never get back what we use to with out seeing the scar
I guess its better we not together but its still so bizarre
[Hook: Meetchie]
Don’t go to far
It feels like a lifetime away
You took my heart
And I don’t see it coming back
No I don’t see it coming back
[Verse 3: Babyboy]
Im on my pivot reaching for the ceiling
Wishing you were here while im tryna make a killing
Life changed we went our separate ways
And you got the heart to tell ya moms im the one to blame
See its real out here I never stepped out on you once
So lets get that clear plenty women tried to interfere
I never let it happen i was really tryna build
Prepare for a future see for you I would've killed
But you never let me show you love and how I really feel
People telling me to let it go not knowing it was real
Picture living with a demon its some things im getting used to
In the moment you was down to ride but that's used to
Found out ya step moms hated a nigga
And I noticed the second that she was making a difference
I told you that I loved you but you never did listen
And now ya having babies from another nigga I don't get ya
[Last Hook: Meetchie]
Don’t go too far
It feels like a lifetime away
Don’t go too far
Cause I don’t see it coming back
I don’t see it coming back
The Bizarre was produced by soSpecial.
Docman released The Bizarre on Fri Oct 20 2017.