The Biggest Disappointment 2

Why is Lexy great and Parker bad?
Why am i the biggest disappointment to my dad?
Why Sam so happy?
Why is Spencer such a asshole?
Why am i so sad? Why am i so scared?
Why am i so scared?
Why am i so scared?
Why am i so scared?
Why am i such a fuck up
Why am i so fucked up
When i try not to be a fuck up

And you haven't seen the better of me
Really, theres way more to me
But i don't really give a fuck what you think
You can keep talk shit and- to me
[?] the better of me
I'd like to kill myself to show i also know this isn't me

Why do i rape myself everyday?
Why do i rape myself еveryday?
Why do i kill myself evеryday?
Why am i okay with
With throwing my life away
Why am i okay?
Why am i okay?
With all this evil
That i give to me
Why do i rape myself everyday?
Why is Lexy so good?
Why is Lexy so good?
Why is Sam so good?
Why is Sam so good?
Why is Parker so fucked up
Why am i so fucked up
Why is Spencer such an asshole?
Why is Spencer such an asshole?
Why am i so scared?
Every day and every night
For my whole life
Why am i so insecure?
Why am i so fucking fake
Why am i such a fuck up
Why do i make my dad spend-

And you haven't seen the better of me
I'd like to kill myself so you can see i don't want this evil
And you haven't seen the better of me
I'd like to kill myself we could see
I wasn't born to be like Lexy
I wasn't born to be Evan Yi
I wasn't born to be like Dory
I wasn't born to be like Joji
I wasn't born to be like nobody, but me
I wasn't born to be like nobody, but me
I wasn't born to be like nobody, but me
I wasn't born to be like nobody, but me
I wasn't born to be like nobody, but me
The big disappointment