The Big Lie

I have a secret
It's haunting me
Sometimes I wanna tell you
I'm not what I seem
It breaks my heart
When I look in your eyes
You see me smile
But I'm alone inside

Happiness depends on
The silence I keep
I know that I should tell you
But can't bring myself to speak
I'm so disguised
I don't know what's true
It kills me when I see what it does to you

It's a big big lie
You're about to see through
And I don't why
It's all I can do
It's a big big lie
I'm hiding from you
I don't love myself
So how can I love you

I toss and turn
Yeah I can't sleep
Why am I so lonely
You're right next to me
It's building up inside me
I can hardly breath
You're lying there so peaceful
I just wanna scream

It's a big big lie
You're about to see through
And I don't why
It's all I can do
It's a big big lie
I'm hiding from you
I don't love myself
So how can I love you
How can I love you

I keep thinking that you're gonna hear it
In the words that I don't say
Someone tell me how long oh how long
Can I live my life this way

You're about to see through
I don't know why
But all I can do
Is lie
I don't know why
It's all I can do
It's a big big lie
I'm hiding from you
I don't love myself yet
So how can I love you
How can I love you
How can I love you