The Beginning

[Chorus x2]
Still I am trying, making it tying
Doing everything just to set the bar higher
And even though I'm keeping on sinning
I'm rising up and this is only the beginning

[Verse 1]
Pin 'em with the venom and the rhythm I am going in up to the chair and leave 'em all up speechless
Hit 'em all and send 'em all my voice and leave the ruin from the speakers pair of everyone who impeaches
Often don't know how to start my creation when I sit up in my room, but nevertheless I know that I will reach as
Soon as possible my inspiration and will overcome my gloom because I'm always proud of all my creatures
They make me happy when I hear that sound
When I feel inside that I finally found
Something that I want to do in my life and everyday I'm more sure that I'll never get out
Now I'm checking the mic on that battleground
Me versus haters and it's only the first round
But I don't have to do anything, my rap is enough just to show you what this is about
And this is about all of my internal emotions, metaphorically or pure
All my thoughts reflected in distorting mirror, but at the same time clear enough to figure
Bring it by my larynx, lips and tongue motions, I'm doing it because music is my cure
Cure for my stress, for my life's whole mess and I love it, although sometimes I am not sure
But when I'm finally ready to write it with the pen and paper I'm composing my track and everything I adjust
Because I wanna assure myself that when I get up on the mic I spit only the bars that put 'em in the dust
Chop it up by my whole body, I must feel it to kill it, that won't work when I attack only just because I must
Step into my world, you're invited, listen now 'cause the voice and bass are about to bust

[Chorus x2]
Still I am trying, making it tying
Doing everything just to set the bar higher
And even though I'm keeping on sinning
I'm rising up and this is only the beginning

[Verse 2]
Leaving 'em up in the past when I'm rapping it fast and I'm making it go for the best
Overtaking the rest and I'm coming to taking 'em back in the time, in the medieval castle
I'm coming to rhyme when attacking 'em and I'ma taking the prime and then breaking 'em up
With these syllables, chopping 'em up and now I can definitely put 'em all up in the rest
When I come like a missile and making a mess like a snake in the Eden, but now I'ma hit 'em
With some of the venom and then I'ma fill 'em all up with a minimum of my rap poison
And I'ma not posing, I prefer to whether get better or be good and bigger, opposing
Now all of the people that wanna insult me and hate on myself and on what I'm composing
But I'ma not stopping, I'm chopping and rapping and hopping on rhythm then going on track
And I'm thinking of breaking 'em off when I'm about to get rapid
'Bout to just rap it, record it and wrap it
With the instrumental when I try to snap it
Convincing my mentality to not live in sin but do something with myself and I chose music
Trying to pour my personality on these tracks for next four, eight, twelve years, not refuse it
How can I refuse it when I am amused
But I'm close to abuse it, so what will be later?
What if I'll lose it before I can fuse it all
Unable to use it anymore as creator?
As the syllable generator
Lyrical accelerator, velocity regulator
But I gather still more reasons for you all to not accuse it
For being useless, it's something greater
I try to be the originator
Bring you the fast, true delivery and succeed
Try to make it cold like from refrigerator
And hot like lava, want to bring you the heat
Indeed, wanna keep ability to travel through my mind
At light-speed cause that's what I need
And I really wanna take it to a whole another level
Showing you reality and make myself complete

[Chorus x2]
Still I am trying, making it tying
Doing everything just to set the bar higher
And even though I'm keeping on sinning
I'm rising up and this is only the beginning

[Verse 3]
Sit on my chair, another pair
Of rhymes is matched and then edged towards snare
Who do you stare at? What's your affair?
Did you come to laugh at my stuff to impair me?
Try to scare me? Oh, how dare you
Say it's faint when you ain't even care?
You think this is fair? I must be aware
And beware of the hate you invade me with there
I know I'm not the best so don't compare
Still looking for mistakes though to repair
Cause it's only test, it just starts
'Bout to be one of my first parts, I'll do more whatever it takes, I swear
Progress is what I declare
I want to promise everything I'll bear
Not losing my air, I surely won't spare
Myself in my music to make it somewhere
But how will it be done?
What if it won't be anymore fun?
What if I'll lose my link with microphone?
What if I'll find out I can't bring it on?
What if I'll get myself thrown, not on throne?
What if it won't run through my last neurone?
What if I'll find that I'm on my own
That I'm not the one, make everything gone?
Though I'm getting outta my anxiety zone
From my own land of doubt and self-hate
Finally made this album
Although it's eight-track mixtape - it feels great
You ask me if I'm into rap?
Even more, I'm already in it
And you better prepare
'Cause this is only the beginning

[Chorus x2]
Still I am trying, making it tying
Doing everything just to set the bar higher
And even though I'm keeping on sinning
I'm rising up and this is only the beginning