The Awareness of Nothing

Something tells me
The green in the leaves on that tree hasn't changed
And I know that the pictures on that wall
Has been perfectly arranged
I look backwards and forewards
And try to recaptured it all
This awareness of nothing
Is driving me straight up the wall

I can vaguely remember
The rhythm of the sunshine and rain
When we learn that the happy goes only as deep as the pain
And making up made the pain of growing up
Were the fighting I'd recall
And we traded all this
For this ol' awareness of nothing at all

On my face
There's a space for the place where a smile used to live
And in my heart
There's a beat that forgot that ever learned how to give
In the back of my mind
There's a love I keep trying recall
But there's somewhere beneath
This 'ol awareness of nothing at all

We try changing by cheating
And I've got it all of the pain
But you can't feel the sun from the sunshine
And not feel the wet from the rain
I'm in practice made perfect for thou were to train
This awareness of nothing
For the blindfold of love any day

La la la
La la la
I look backwards and forewards
And try to recapture it all
This awareness of nothing
Is driving me straight up the wall
La la la
La la la
La la la