I hate this monster inside me
My body's breaking down
I'm alone and I can't breathe
You wouldn't understand, no chance
Cause I feel so fucking dead
Take the last drink, the bottle's gone
Washed down my throat, I'm full, but empty
Guess I'm not the man that I wanna be (wanna be)
The bar's my only friend, and it's killing me (it's killing me)
I'm not losing this fight
Oh wait, I guess I just lost it last night
Guess I'm not the man that I wanna be
The bar's my only friend and it's killing me
Frail boy with a shallow mind, I'm not...
Not quite sure that I'm the type of guy
You should be hanging around
I tend to let people down
This is the last time getting high
Promises sound just like last night
I don't know anything anymore
Help me regain control
I've been dependent for so long
I need to leave
I've been dependent for so long
I need to live (again)
Take the last drink, the bottle's gone
Washed down my throat, I'm full, but empty
Guess I'm not the man that I wanna be (wanna be)
The bar's my only friend, and it's killing me (it's killing me)
I'm not losing this fight
Oh wait, I guess I just lost it last night
Guess I'm not the man that I wanna be
The bar's my only friend and it's killing me
I'm drinking whisky like water
Cause water does nothing for me
I'm full of pain I need it more
I'm as empty as the whisky bottle on my floor
This is the end
I don't need this anymore
Taking control
Is finding strength to let it go
This is the end
I don't need this anymore
Taking control
Is finding strength to let it go
I'm drinking whisky like water
Cause water does nothing for me
The Ascent was written by Secrets.
The Ascent was produced by Tom Denney.