The Art of Self Sabotage

Verse
Do I like love? Or do I like pain?
Sometimes it all just feels same
What a beautiful tragedy
It started out right, act like you cared
Now I can see you were never there
And you've got the best of me

Chorus
Cause I'm a mess in my head
I'm addicted to the way
You break me down
Now there's nothing left to say
And I want you
And you want me to
I'm a masochist
And you're my perfect fix…

Verse
Do I try to stay? Or should I just go?
I’m running circles, I’m always so close
But love is like gravity
Cause every night I wait
I’m waiting by the phone
And every time we talk yeah you’re always so cold
My chemical affliction is my heart ache candy-coat addiction

Chorus
Cause I'm a mess in my head
I'm addicted to the way
You break me down
Now there's nothing left to say
And I want you
And you want me to
I'm a masochist
And you're my perfect fix…

Bridge
And you keep me wishing
I'm just dreaming
This will all will turn out just fine
But I can't believe it
When you've turned your back a thousand times
But I can't let go and your claws are holding on to my insides
The pleasure is pain
It's always been this way
Been this way

Chorus
Cause I'm a mess in my head
I'm addicted to the way
You break me down
Now there's nothing left to say
And I want you
And you want me to
I'm a masochist
And you're my perfect fix…