The Adorcism of AMISTAD

I was trying, I was trying my best
I gave ‘em my love, I got my heart broken
And It made me a mess
I dropped all them songs
They still blind to the signs
I’m in a dark place in my life
Now a nigga feel like he finna die
I was trying, I was trying my best
I gave ‘em my love, I got my heart broken
And It made me a mess
I dropped all them songs
They still blind to the signs
I’m in a dark place in my life
Now a nigga feel like he finna die

I’m tryna do in a year
What niggas say they’ll kill for
Just in case a nigga murder me
All my royalties going to my kin folk
Now you know who I stand for
Now you know what I sin for
All that shit in my other past
I ain’t going back, that’s a hell no
Bitch, you really could’ve saved me
My own niggas tried to play me
My whole family couldn’t save me
So what you think? I’m finna save me
They can’t save what they can’t see
They don’t care so it’s you and me
I had your back when they all folded
Kept yo’ chin high, mind from exploding
‘Cause Rowdy can live witoucha
Dee can live witoucha A.B. can live witoucha
Mari can live withoutcha
Yo’ boys live witoucha
The streets can live witoucha
And if you was to die today
Yo family’ll live witoucha

I was trying, I was trying my best
I gave ‘em my love, I got my heart broken
And It made me a mess
I dropped all them songs
They still blind to the signs
I’m in a dark place in my life
Now a nigga feel like he finna die
I was trying, I was trying my best
I gave ‘em my love, I got my heart broken
And It made me a mess
I dropped all them songs
They still blind to the signs
I’m in a dark place in my life
Now a nigga feel like he finna die

Everybody say they love me
Everybody say they care about me
Everybody say they got my back
The same ones that done stabbed me
I gave love and they clowned me
She don’t respond but talk behind me
Bitch you hate me, and ion care
Just keep the shit talkin from ‘round me
Keep the fake love from round me
Brighter days but even darker nights
I feed off my pain when the time is right
When I’m outta mind, And im outta sight
See, I told you what this would do
Fed off yo’ pain and i watches you bloom
It took you some time, but I already knew
If I was just patient, I had to groom
Now you raw, ain’t no way you can lose
Them bitches’ll love, and them niggas’ll hate
‘Cause they bitch, apart of your plate
But they don’t love you
They just want a lil stake
Provide for yours and stay out the way
You live to see anudda day
In yo’ feelings is something you not
Fuck them niggas and bitches, they loss

I was trying, I was trying my best
I gave ‘em my love, I got my heart broken
And It made me a mess
I dropped all them songs
They still blind to the signs
I’m in a dark place in my life
Now a nigga feel like he finna die
I was trying, I was trying my best
I gave ‘em my love, I got my heart broken
And It made me a mess
I dropped all them songs
They still blind to the signs
I’m in a dark place in my life
Now a nigga feel like he finna die