i wrote this about the attitude i have towards the ib (international baccalaureate), which i completed in early november this year.
there was a period of time leading up to my final exams where i started questioning why i even decided to go through with the ib to begin with; i don’t consider myself...
[Verse 1]
It's a little unjust, don't you think?
Having to sit in your room for hours on end, for what?
Waking up at the crack of my ass
Did you seriously think that this would benefit us at all?
Don't tell me that you set us up for the future
I was already doing that, you’re acting like I needed your help
'Cause I’ve been coasting for so long, I’m ready to go on to bigger things (Agh)
[Pre-Chorus 1]
You say it's just precautionary
In case I'm stuck with nowhere to go
You think my skills are temporary?
I'll tell you now, just so you know
[Chorus]
I am not defined by all my random connections
I'll hit the ground running in any given direction
You cannot contain me, so take this as a lesson
I'll burn my bridge with you for any future endeavors
(Dude you probably shouldn’t do that)
(Yeah, that doesn’t seem like a good idea, what?)
[Verse 2]
Three years in your institution
My conclusion is your packaging mislead me
Now I'm accustomed to unpaid labour (wait)
I thought this was just a distraction
[Pre-Chorus 2]
"Be open to different pathways"
Do I look like I give a fuck?
Shat this out in a couple days
That's why they pay me the big bucks
[Drop]
(C*nt)
[Bridge]
I think I went up too high
I'm hoping I can catch my own fall
Nobody tells you what it’s like
Needing a response before you make the call
Maybe I just wasn't listening, but I'll make sure what I'm left with doesn’t go to waste
It's my fault I took on the responsibility in the first place
I'm taking a breath, I'll try to forget, I probably won’t
I'll bury myself in everything I've ever known
And when it comes time, I'll do it again and again
Only then will I understand
[Outro]
It's a little unjust, don't you think? Ha—
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