Thats My Life

[Verse 1]
I said I'm tunnel vision, get it, slightly optimistic
Rarely ever switching, don't forget to go and mention
All the shit that brought me here, worst of all your fears
I done seen 'em and it's clear, it ain't ever worth the tears
There no truth inside the lies, it's only pain that brought me up
I'm a productive of environments where no one gave a fuck
Selling drugs when I'm in school, instead of out and having fun
Only knew to chase a bag, they never taught me how love
It donе made me who I am, I got regrеts but that's alright
Try to push all 'em aside, but can't escape it in my mind
I'ma take a couple hits to try and make me feel alright
Don't you see me as I am? Don't you see through my disguise?

[Chorus]
In the night-time (In the night-time)
Steady tryna get by (Steady tryna get by)
I said I'm thankful for the past
'Cause it brought me where I'm at
And that's my life (And that's my life)
In the night-time (In the night-time)
I can never think right (I can never think right)
It's like I'm knowing where I'm at
But I'm never going back to my old life (To my old life)

[Verse 2]
I said I'll run until I'm finally lost, feelings get a lot
Always hating when they come around, and I get in my thoughts
Never chasing as they leave, I'm always loving when they gone
You shoulda seen what I was on, and all the ways I do 'em wrong
I don't think it'd be a problem if I pushed away the pain
I know I'm numbing and it's wrong, but I'm just tryna make it change
I go back to where I was, then I'll get caught up in my ways
Abusing drugs, I got a habit, one that I could never shake
I float away to where I've never been, putting pain behind me
It's beyond the time that I should end
It's beyond the time that I can quit
Let's be honest, would it help me if I finish it?
Prolly not, it was prolly never true
It was prolly just a sign for me to find what I could use
On a journey going through, never seeing what I lose
Never staying where I'm at, you never know what I'ma do

[Chorus]
In the night-time (In the night-time)
Steady tryna get by (Steady tryna get by)
I said I'm thankful for the past
'Cause it brought me where I'm at
And that's my life (And that's my life)
In the night-time (In the night-time)
I can never think right (I can never think right)
It's like I'm knowing where I'm at
But I'm never going back to my old life (To my old life)

[Outro]
In the night-time
Steady tryna get by
I said I'm thankful for the past
'Cause it brought me where I'm at
And that's my life