That which punishes ourselves

And i just wanna see you smile
Cause everybody doesnt know shit
And i just wanna see your face
Cause i dont think youre this, youre this
Person you claim to be
We both know thats not you and i can't feel
Shit since you left, i can't feel
Shit since you left, i can't feel
And im just a hallowed out shell and i really wanna go away
Dodging my problems
Sleeping off sadness
Never gonna solve em
Like what the fuck happened

I dont know
And i walked down this road
I dont know where to go
I lost myself and i lost my way
Its a neverending pain and it won't go away

Always sitting in the background
Everybody fucking sucks now
I dont know what ima do
Never really know what i will do
Everybody wanna fight mе too
Everybody doesnt evеry know but i know
Everybody so clueless but they dont even really fucking know oh
Waking up i dont even care if i die
Going through my day im fucking miserable inside
Ignoring everyone, always irritated
Always got a frown and honestly i hate it
Waking up i dont even care if i die
Going through my day im fucking miserable inside
Ignoring everyone, always irritated
Always got a frown and honestly i hate it