That Way

I don't wanna start over, fuck being sober
Drown out the voices that say go get closure
I'm trying my hardest to keep my composure
And it hurts but
It had to happen that way
It had to happen that way
Your life gets to continue
While I'm stuck in my feelings
Deleted everything with you
But that don't make no difference
I wish I didn't let you get so close to me
Cause now all my pain comes from
Someone who means the most to me
And I
Dare not ask if I was enough
I refuse to carry that weight
I loved every part of you
In every way
In every way
I guess I was willing to wait
Until you caught up with me
This shit really sucks to me
I don't wanna start over, fuck being sober
Drown out the voices that say go get closure
I'm trying my hardest to keep my composure
And it hurts but
It had to happen that way
It had to happen that way
I wish the best for you and all the things you do
And every little shitty thing you did
I pray it makes it's way back to you
I pray for grace and mercy on your kid
I hope one day you care to make it right
Can't have those type of people in my life
No, I can't have that type of nigga by my side