That’ Wasn’t Me, That Was Patricia

The scariest place that I've ever been
Is in my own head around 2am
The room it will spin and I'll feel sick

My chest it will heave and I cannot breathe
I'm panicking, frantically, so depressed, manically
Pop a few pills to maybe do the trick

Cause no amount of music can cover the screams
No television shows can hide the voices it seems

I’m sitting in my bed with my hands over my head
Wishing this was all just a dream (x2)

Silence is the loudest thing that’s ever filled my head
The voices telling, yelling at me ‘I should be dead’
Silence is the loudest thing that’s ever filled my head
When’s it gonna stop?

‘Never’ they said
‘You’re better off dead’

If someone put a gun on my head
I’d gladly pull the trigger
Cause when you’re already dead inside
There’s nothing else to live for

You’d be doing me a favour
Literally blowing my mind
By showing me a piece of what's on the inside

A mess I must confess a little bit twisted
Yes I get it, I’ll admit it
I’m just a little bit weird
Oh dear but

In this day and age aren’t we all a little bit strange
And the voices we are all starting to hear (x2)

Silence is the loudest thing that’s ever filled my head
The voices telling, yelling at me ‘I should be dead’
Silence is the loudest thing that’s ever filled my head
When’s it gonna stop?

‘Never’ they said
‘You’re better off dead’

They say jump from that window sill
We won’t catch you but the ground will
Jump from that window sill We won't catch you but the ground will (x2)