THAT’S A RAP

[Verse 1]
People gossiping online, more than a desperate housewife
With silicone implants and an affinity for red wine
Your whole life is a lie, akin to calling something
Art that was Generated by AI
Life can be dreadful or a Sick thing
I was insane long before 16, I don't spit 16's
Just to go viral on a video that is 9 by 16
I do it so I don't blow my head off with a M16
I don't bow before anything like the Sistine
Constant battle with feeling like something is missing
Vi morir a la gente que amo, life is packing a punch, more than AK ammo
Wack a mole, hiding how I feel like some Camo
Battling with my mental state like the Alamo
Gratitude, I keep it holstered for when the negativity
Begins to smother, seldom do I slumber, helter skelter
Tinkering with things off the tincture
We are not on the same caliber, calibrating my own thoughts
To work in my favor, it's in my nature to use nomenclature

[Chorus]
I'm not what you think I am really don't give a damn
I'm not what you think I am really don't give a damn
Really don't, really don't give a damn
Really don't, really don't give a damn
I'm not what you think I am really don't give a damn
I'm not what you think I am really don't give a damn
Really don't, really don't give a damn
Really don't, really don't give a damn

[Verse 2]
Flippant, flippin' off the game like it's ritual
Cutthroat laid back individual, getting laid in the back
While I make residuals, play it by ear, situational
Situated with myself and the rationale
Focused on myself, nonnegotiable
These others rappers couldn't bite let alone nibble
I would eat you alive with my lyrics like a cannibal
High off the tetrahydro cannabinol
These people man are so banal, business as usual
Usually looking in the mirror not feeling adequate enough
Used to take penitentiary chances when the times were tough
But now I'm up insouciant if they view me as irreverent
That's irrelevant not a recreant, lever giving up
Like Hugh Glass the revenant indo
Made me indolent resilient never raised insolent

[Chorus]
I'm not what you think I am really don't give a damn
I'm not what you think I am really don't give a damn
Really don't, really don't give a damn
Really don't, really don't give a damn
I'm not what you think I am really don't give a damn
I'm not what you think I am really don't give a damn
Really don't, really don't give a damn
Really don't, really don't give a damn

[Verse 3]
In the crevasses of my mind an inner traumatized
Human lies searchin for purpose
Like someone looking for fire through an azimuth
Feeling like a docent dosin
Moments can became a memory in a matter of a second
Always ended up back to the same substance
Like kaprekar's constant
My brain is a monsoon of thoughts that consume
Tryna hard to elude the Sardonic insomniac dwells in gloom