- that day

[Verse:]
I was coming home that day, everything was like before
I was still hopin to find a way to cope with them all
I came home, sat down, wastin away
But when my mom came home, there was no day like that day

She sat on the bed, tears were falling like the rain
Started crying saying how she can’t cope w all of this pain
What could I say? Im in the same fucking place
Whoever’s the most hurt at this point runs a fucking race

I could’ve had no parents by my side, what did I feel?
How do u cope with that, how do u live, how do u heal?
My dad’s somewhere getting drunk, fuckin around
When he dies I hope no one sees him in the ground
I still have so much pain left in my chest
I have to do something, now I can’t ever fucking rest
Jumped in front of a car luckily it stopped
How do u cope with pain when u lost all that u got?

Give her some advice, what the fuck, I cannot
I’m in the same place, I’m in the same fuckin spot
I have a suicidal mom and an alcoholic father
I have to do it now, options there’s no other
Why does God take away all the people who care?
I can say it 100 times, this life shit is never fair
People who I called friends, didn’t ask how I felt
Now I know who’s real and who’s playin pretend
3 months ago I was the happiest I‘ve been
But when u least expect it, life just hits u in the chin
I‘m not giving up on my dreams, that shit is weak
But I still wonder how am I still alive after every week