THANK YOU

Almost caught my own body, that was frightening
I saw myself hangin' when I closed my eyelids
Oh, I pray the lord forgive me for all my sins
I wanna live, but sometimes I don’t recognize it
Damn
I ain’t eat in a week
I been feeling so dissolved
Think my body gettin' weak
But I’m feelin' so skrong
All these cryptic ass tweets had my nigga Bleek reaching out to Moms
He ain’t know what I was on
He ain’t wanna see me gone
Aye, that’s my nigga, that’s love
That’s my brother from the jump
Miss them high school days making beats 'stead of ordering our lunch
At the big house, Mortal Kombat on the Xbox, talkin' bout all the hoes we ain’t fuck, made songs, we ain’t care if they popped
Nah
Simple times, what a life
Not a care in the world
Big goals, long nights
We was waitin' our turn
Simple times, what a life
What if we could rewind?
Shit would come without a price
But you gotta move on
We grown now, you know it’s been different
I got a girl, you got a new crib
A new cut, I made a few trips
And that ain’t even the beginning
I apologize for my distance
I ain’t check you in a minute brother
I been searching for myself
Knee deep in my mission of it
You moved on from the music
Fuck it, you know i ain't trippin'
This shit deeper than a song
Glad you givin' this a listen
A big shoutout to your pops
He always knew that we was gifted
Ain’t he spot us like $500?
Think I still owe him his split
We was young, we was lil' kids
Tryna figure out the music business
And they used us for a quick flip
'Cause they knew we wasn’t penny-pinching
We were wishin' for a glimpse of hope, for a co-sign, to get a up foot in it
"Just sell tickets,"
Good joke
We learned from it, and we grew since
I went and got my degree
I’m a scholar, I’m a bachelor
I ain’t never been to church
Never spoke to my pastor
Tryna cope with my demons
On my own, gotta catch 'em
They tryna take me out my zone
Don’t know if imma outlast 'em
Appreciate you reaching out
Appreciate you speaking out
I was calling out for help
Been hard for me to reach out though
When I’m drowning in my thoughts
Cooped up in the house
Wishin' i could be gone
Too scared to do it now
Know it’s always fam first
Imma always hold it down
Even if i am a thousand miles away, imma always stick around
And I hope I make you proud brother
My heart tryna break me down
My dreams tryna wear me down
One day, they gon' hear me loud brother

THANK YOU