Thalassophobia

I'm afraid
More than I’ve ever been
To confront the world
To confront myself
To go to war with what's inside

Seasick, I feel nauseous
The thought of growing up sickens me
I'm not ready for what's to come
What’s to come

There's a certain depth to it
That I do not understand
So deep
I'm beyond afraid

Endlessly perched with thorns stuck in my sides
We only want what we know that we cannot have

Nothing to say, with nothing to show
How fucking miserable

I cannot take back time I’ve wasted
Flexing out legs of dangers spoken
Out of touch, out of line, out of my fucking mind
I lapse with my mental statе
Zygoma collapsing

Life is finite so print your purposes

I'm afraid
Morе than I’ve ever been
To confront the world
To confront myself
To go to war with what's inside

The fear of depths
The depths of hatred
The shivers, this feeling I’ve always hated
I feel like I’m falling

But I’m surrounded by water
I'm floating in a void
I'm floating in a void

A veil of darkness surrounds me
I’m afraid
What could it be
Thalassophobia