Terror Growth

Ah spent way too much time obsessed with this
You gotta learn to forget what we did
The thought so vapid
(so fucking boring)

Always wrong like all of the time
Always late like "fuck, what’s the time?"

Still that schizo
Still seeing shadows
Walls like Hiroshima
Bright light eyes narrow

Nowadays Tryna stay transparent
Like glass but it shattered

Shame gets boring
Like GCSEs
Got me talking not doing
Like people with dreams

(I don't think I can do this)

And he goes down like the fuckin titanic
Then he’s up again manic speech word salad

(I really think that I've got it this time)

You're sleep deprived
I ain’t surprisеd
It’s the skunk its weaponized

And hе’s speaking up
And hes speaking up the quiet kid is speaking up
Now he’s that guy he don’t give a fuck
Got like 3 bitches at once man he’s on the up

But he’s outta luck
But he’s outta luck
He messed up I shit you not
One of them girls was dirty thot
Might as well not have a cock boy cut it off

What you know bout isolation?
What you know bout isolation?

What you know bout conversation
That a real question?
Test my patience

What you know bout conversation?
What you know bout conversation?

And he’s on his knees and he’s begging her
And she’s on her knees like her jaw hurt

Take me back I miss you
Tear that pussy up like a tissue

Uh uh i don't give a fuck
Uh uh i'll do what i must

Silly boy
You’ll get drowned like mili boy
Blood like billy boy
Get eat by rats in the street
6ix9ine with the beef
Main course gotta eat
He was caught by his teeth
Too white too sleek
He was working in the bleak
Just to make ends meet
Tryna bridge a gap between
Poor and the rich
He never came back they had his head on a stick
His bloody body drip rotted tracksuit fit
If you bridged the gap then you chatting shit