Terrified

(chorus)
This world makes me wanna sleep
And never wake up
Till I find out it's all a dream
My mind made it up
I always wanna hide
From the demons that lurk inside
I know they're all lies
My dreams are scaring me from my own mind
I'm terrified

(verse 1)
It's not the people that kill me
It's my own thoughts, they're hypnotizing
Sometimes I feel that my soul is chained down
And my heart is lost after being forced out
I tried to drown my own mind
But it's still alive
So the further it goes on I'll be numb inside
I know this world is waiting for me to die
But I wanna stay strong to change my life
To make these people wrong, to make them realize
I'm more than a puppet, they won't deny
I'm waiting for my time, waiting for my time

(chorus)
This world makes me wanna sleep
And never wake up
Till I find out it's all a dream
My mind made it up
I always wanna hide
From the demons that lurk inside
I know they're all lies
My dreams are scaring me from my own mind
I'm terrified, I'm terrified, I'm terrified
You cannot save, can you just save me!
I'm terrified, I'm terrified

(verse 2)
It's not okay, these people are blinding
Just cause I smile doesn't mean I'm happy
It just shows that for a moment in time
I felt alive
But I know that I've always felt a certain way
That no therapist or counselor could try to fix
I've been told before 'i don't know how to help you'
I don't know how to help me either
So what am I supposed to do?
What am I supposed to do?

(chorus)
This world makes me wanna sleep
And never wake up
Till I find out it's all a dream
My mind made it up
I always wanna hide
From the demons that lurk inside
I know they're all lies
My dreams are scaring me from my own mind
I'm terrified, I'm terrified, I'm terrified
You cannot save, can you just save me!
I'm terrified, I'm terrified

(verse 3)
I'm terrified, I'm numb inside
I've lost all my feelings
Can someone save me?
I'm terrified, I'm numb inside
It's all ending
No can save me!
I'm terrified, I'm terrified
I'm terrified