Terrified

[Verse 1]
I've been sleepin' alone, I'm dyin' to know
Why everybody's hittin' my phone, they gettin' the tone
And everybody's talkin that shit but they wouldn't know
That you ain't never talked to the kid like how you think it would go

[Chorus]
I'm so terrified
And I done lost all my hope
I'm so terrified

[Verse 2]
If you would press me for shit and I'm like "Proof? Where it at?"
And you got nothin' to show, then you'll be turnin' your back
I get everything I work for, fuck you bitch, I earned it
I might be a kid, at least I'm grindin for a purpose
I might be nineteen at least I'm makin' sure its workin'
Writing out my thoughts to clear my head from all the hurtin'

[Chorus]
I'm so terrified
And I done lost all my hope
I'm so terrified

[Verse 3]
He tells you he loves you then makes you cry
Then you call me up 'cause you know I'm nice
But you fucked things up, now you fucked things twice
Now you're on my mind, now you're all I write
Now I'm in your head while you're in his bed
No I won't forgive now I can't forget

[Bridge]
I'm so tired of wasting time
You're all I wanted but never needed

[Chorus]
I'm so terrified
And I done lost all my hope
I'm so terrified