Ethel Cain’s first song with Michael Ollin Miller, originally posted to Tumblr on May 28, 2021.
Of it, she said:
“i feel like i haven’t recorded smth acoustic in almost 2 years…. didn’t realize how much i missed it </3”
She has since removed the song from her blog but it is still available on...
How do you do it
All on your own?
I wanna be you
You always wanna be alone
Starved for touch
You’re always off
I’ve been touched too much
Now touch is all I’ve got
You keep a piece of everyone who’s died
So when you say you hurt
They can’t say you lied
When you’re afraid
You put your fists through walls
You’ve got a hole for every time
Yesterday calls
Cradle your face
Ask ‘is it worth it?’
You say ‘I survived’
Taping up your curtains
Yea it hurts but you wanna know what’s worse is
They’ll all forget me on purpose
I’m not like you
I’m more afraid
Spending every hour counting down the days
If I was you maybe I’d bе taller
Pages rage till you gеt smaller
Cause they don’t love you
Or rather what you give to them
I wish they knew you
How bad it threw you
Talk about bad juju
I know you’re like them too
I loved you and I watched you
Someone that I knew
You’re ruined and it’s cool
But I am not like you
I am not like you
I am not like you
You’re ruined and it’s cool
But I am not you
Tentillforever was written by Ethel Cain & Michael Ollin Miller.
Tentillforever was produced by Ethel Cain & Michael Ollin Miller.
Ethel Cain released Tentillforever on Fri May 28 2021.