Tendencies

Face to face body to body eye to eye
They faked on me but I wasn’t taken by surprise
My main homies the only people i idolize
And I get deady from time to time
Thinkin it’s sweet when you C J but pussy I’m not your ryder die
Say you feedin your team but you never spared me my slice of pie
Would you hop inna v wit me when it's time to ride
I think not so we go our separate ways and that’s finalized
See as a youngin I was impressionable
But if you try me my fist is goin through ya head to ya skull
Same lyrics same shit I find all they sentences dull
You could say sorry but can't take it back when that lever gets pulled
And I’m too gritty wit these writtens
New bentley can’t look in the windows these tinted promise you can’t see in it
Get my message out all I need is a beat and 3 minutes obviously we winnin
And fuck my exes I ain’t even gon name em but we gon discuss it cuz what they did to me was too painful
Toxic women don’t really love you and treeshes ain’t faithful
You say that doesn’t define them guess I don’t see from that angle
The last bitch couldn’t stop wit the toxicity
I stuck it out cuz she fucked me good and I rocked wit it see
Look at what lust could do
It could blind you like stevie
Even if you uncomfortable
You gon deny it completely
And I ain’t mad it was my decision to stay with the bitch
But even now just thinkin about it is makin me sick
Put the
Flame to the cig and then I take me a hit
And I thought shit was fine we was on the same page but it flipped
You was dramatic I wasn’t I was more communicative
Then I done had it i thought to myself man i’m through wit this shit
So when your tendencies revealed i guess I knew it was clip
She started off nice and ended up bein rude as it gets
But shit
That’s how relationships go
I done sneaky linked a good girl and I dated a hoe
I can’t be mad cuz it's normal shit
That relationship was fucked
It was a drag it was tortuous
You complained and shit it sucked
You stayed sad and I was bored of it
Don’t pass me the thrax I’m ignornin it
So i just smoke a pack for the oral fix
I know me and Big Aki got dreams of hittin the charts and
We consistently goin dumb man this shit is retarded
And as a man shit my mental health was disregarded
I had go through the therapy to pick it apart and
Shit I’m ashamed havin my left arm riddled with scars but
I see the light now there’s no point in livin so heartless
But I ain’t one to play wit before you dissin be cautious
Either way my ways’ how it finished and started
I put his body inna trunk he askin Why G?
I drive and eventually stop at the river and park it
And fuck the industry we all knowin it’s orchestrated
They lookin for men to manipulate whores they could play wit
About the truth they tellin you it ain’t normal to say it
I been a star for a minute I don’t orbit wit spaceships
Bitches nowadays I can’t stand em they horribly basic
I’m spittin my truth and I just feel like it’s more than a statement
Thinkin you seen the whole package homie there’s more it came wit
Keep it a stack we ain’t bangin I'm throwin 4s for jayden
So much shit on my mind and so little time on the beat
But imma just say a fathers’ what I ain’t tryna be
I’m hopin that she would tell me because she got my number
Only problem wit that shit is that we blocked each other
Fuck