Temptations

[Verse 1]
Can't stop fighting these temptations
I don't know what to say
I been breaking like the waves
In an ocean of dismay
Can't resist, feel it flow
From my wrist
As it drips
As I dip and I go to a place
Where my demons come to play
They been speaking in my mind
I been running from the feeling
That I'm running out of time
I been reaching for the pistol
Maybe it'll clear my mind
From the screeching of bleachers
Where the evil come to find
A lost boy, divine soul
I lost more, than my soul
Can handle
Fire flames and fears
That hide in shadows of a candle
Burn me into ashes
And just put me on the mantlе

[Verse 2]
I'm lost
Why'm I so blind
Thought I put right here
Have I lost my mind
Lost mysеlf
Can't find no help
Hang off this belt
Just..
This a problem you can't put up on a shelf
It's hard to find help, when you can't help yourself
I been running from the feelings deep inside my head
I don't know where I'm headed, guess I'm better off dead