​temporarily happy

(Intro)
Yeah!

(Verse)
What’s the point in my life
When I’m only temporarily happy?
Felt a bit better making joyful Pride
But now I just don’t anymore, sadly!
I don’t know why, just in agony
Someone help me please yeah
I’m currently in the mindset
Where I rethink everything
Too much time on the internet
Feel used up like a cassette yeah
At this point am I afraid of death?
Who have I become? I can’t accept
I was so filled with happiness
Ever since I turned into a teenager
My life has just been a fucking mess
Do people really like me? I don’t know
I feel alone in my own mind
My good heart used to shine
But now if I care too much
Feels like a personal crime yeah
Sometimes I question if people
Really like my music, they say nice
Things, just so they don’t hurt my feelings
The thought of dying makes me sick
But at this point, seems like the
Only escape though this. I’m too afraid of it
But I wanna escape only being
Happy for a short period of time
I wanna be happy 24/7. Sometimes
Wonder if I’d go to heaven. I
Don’t wanna be temporarily happy
I wanna he fully happy
That’s what I want to be

(Outro)
What’s the point in my life
When I’m only temporarily happy?
What’s the point in my life
When I’m only temporarily happy?