​tell u i’m sorry

[Chorus]
Come out to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

[Verse 1]
How come the ones we love the most don't ever stay?
How come the clouds don't ever pass when there's some rain?
How come I'm crying over shit I cannot change?
Can't give life to something dead, I miss my dad, he's in the grave, uh
I miss my fam, I miss my ex, I know she's moving on
I'm really sorry for the way that I would treat you wrong
And I don't think that time will ever heal this wounded heart
I've been facing trauma since my mom and me were torn apart
And that's just part of life, but we don't know the why
People taken from my life, can't seem to compromise
I try to pray to God, it seems she never hear me right
Lately I've been wishing on a star that I would fucking die
I cannot take another day of this shit
I close my eyes and feel the pain from all the hurt that I get
I crush it up and do a line, and say it's one more hit
'Cause maybe if I'm feeling numb, then I won't have to go quit

[Chorus]
Come out to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

[Verse 2]
I hate the way I treated you, and we can't change the past
But if we could, then I'd do anything to get you back
I'd see the time we had as blessings, I would hear your laugh
Loving every minute that we spent before we have to pass
And it's just sad that we can't change what is done
I've been a failure as a person and a terrible son
I wanna tell my dad I'm sorry, but I'm under the sun
Contemplating why I'm here and all the ways that I run
I'm doing drugs, have sex
I'm blowing all my money on my own respect
I'm trying to fill the void that been inside my chest
Thinking I'll be better off dead, uh, maybe finally I can get some-
I know that's not true and I just hate how I feel
I need a therapist or something that gon' help me to heal
Teach me how to play my cards when I don't know how to deal
I'm missing everyone I've lost, and I just wish it weren't real

[Chorus]
Come out to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

[Outro]
Come out to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart