tell u how its been

I can't evn tell u how itz been , ,. ;
Spendin all my time w u ik its gona end. . ;/
Ik dat im nothin 2u, , do u regret ??
Im sry i was talkn 2 u, can we forget. . ,l; ??

Mayb we can finish rn ho i ik u want 2. .
Didn't think youd leave me 4my death wen i spoke 2u . ,. ;
Problemz in my blunt turn2 ash wen i smoke it thru , ,,
Remembered how 2love then u left .. so i lost it 2 .. ,. ;

Sry dat i gave my all it made me feel alive . ..
Give af how i would feel ,, ur changin on a dime ..
By lookin back ur still the same way : [
Overreact u cannot think straight

I caught myself cutting the same day .. ,:, [
U hurt my heart in the same place, ,

Guess its fine now . . took a xan i feel alr .
U ain't mine now, , its prolly bettr 4 my life ., l;[
Stay inside now ,, i hope i nvr see tha light
Saw anothr picture of u now i wna cry ..

Change how i act u ignore it .
Pint pourin 4 now im snorin its horrid, ,

I dont get y i even try . ,,
I'd kms 4 u and i ..
4got 2say my last goodbye ..,
My head it aches ,, rip out my eyez. .