Tell Me Why

[Intro]
(Ayy, Nick, turn me up)
Before you go and judge me, understand where I'm comin' from
Before you come and try me, my past the only thing I'm runnin' from
I come from the dirty
'Fore you come and judge me
Know I'm in too deep
I'm in too deep
(Day Dream made it, so it's major, huh)

[Chorus]
I'm only mad at myself, how they fuck me over (How they fuck me over)
When you down bad and ain't got shit, they act like they don't know it (Act like they don't know it)
I feel the fans movin' in and they movin' closer
I'm holdin' everything in, I let it out when you hold me (When you hold me)
If you could see this blood on the walls, I'd tell you why (I'd tell you why)
And you my biggest downfall, sometimes, I don't know why I try (Don't know why I try)
I listen when they say they feel my pain even though I know they lie (They lie)
Sat on the road, sign in my hands said, "I'm dyin'," and they just passin' by (They just passin' by)
I'm playin' the keys to my melodies 'til my heart stop beatin' ('Til my heart stop beatin')
I'm on my knees, I'm beggin' her please, I watched her walk out and leave

[Verse]
Even though you scarred me, I ain't plannin' to get even (I didn't)
Unconditional love, didn't wanna stand and mean it
I was way before my time in elementary (In elementary)
I was a dog in a kennel, they fed me pedigree
Why should I give 'em my all? They just gon' fuck me over
I laid my loyalty on the ground and they just ran it over
And I ain't secure, need reassurance, I just need some closure
Live for today, might die tomorrow, still livin' in the moment
I'm stackin' up my cheese and perfectin' my craft
I'm givin' all I can give, I ain't tryin' to half-ass
You do so good on your own, then why you tryna act bad?
Tryna manipulate my intelligence and that shit won't last long
I'm vulnerable when I'm with you, I'd rather ride alone (I'd rather ride alone)
Before I let you see me weak again, I'd rather ride on my own

[Chorus]
I'm only mad at myself, how they fuck me over (How they fuck me over)
When you down bad and ain't got shit, they act like they don't know it (Act like they don't know it)
I feel the fans movin' in and they movin' closer
I'm holdin' everything in, I let it out when you hold me (When you hold me)
If you could see this blood on the walls, I'd tell you why (I'd tell you why)
And you my biggest downfall, sometimes, I don't know why I try (Don't know why I try)
I listen when they say they feel my pain even though I know they lie (They lie)
Sat on the road, sign in my hands said, "I'm dyin'," and they just passin' by (They just passin' by)
I'm playin' the keys to my melodies 'til my heart stop beatin' ('Til my heart stop beatin')
I'm on my knees, I'm beggin' her please, I watched her walk out and leave

[Outro]
I watched her walk out and leave
I watched her walk out and leave
I'm playin' the keys to my melodies 'til my heart stop beatin'