Tell Me Everything

Tell me what I deserve to hear
This fucking cancer made it a rough year
Before October, I should tell her I love her
I'm not sure how much longer she'll be here
I feel it all go against the grain
Depression flows through my veins
Behind the smiles
Behind the laughter there is pain

I don't look I stare
I don't talk I think
And my ears don't hear
And my eyes don't blink
And I'm well aware
I should grow not shrink
Can't seem to care
I don't swim I sink

This is crippling
Holding on has my hands blistering
They say just keep your faith and God will bring relief
But he's not listening, he's not listening

I don't look I stare
I don't talk I think
And my ears don't hear
And my eyes don't blink
And I'm well aware
I should grow not shrink
I can't seem to care
I don't swim I sink

I know you'll have so much to say
So much for you to sing
And I can't wait to die so you can tell me everything
Everything

Separate my head
Divide my skin
I'll give you anything to help you feel alive again
When hope caves in
And words stretch thin
I want to save your life
But I don't know where to begin
But I will see you soon my friend