Teen Suicide Pt. II

[Part I]

(Chorus)

Yeah - Look me in my eyes - Who am I?
Another Suicide - I'm sippin’ cyanide
I'll try to take my life another time
You left behind - My daddy couldn't say goodbye

I’m buried in a suit and tie
'Cos I said I was fine
When I was barely scraping by

(Verse 1)

Who am I now? Just another statistic
Hiding in the dark while I keep my distance
I could end the pain - Do it all - It's instant
Been a long time since my head been missing

Don't mean to romanticise it
Not my fault I fantasise it
Truth is - Thoughts are agonising
Mind gone - I don't recognise it

No - Like I'm a stranger - Life in danger
I don't want no conversation
Please don't ask for my location
I don’t ever wanna say shit

I’ll just take my medication
I don't ever wanna face it
After everything I’ve taken
Know my head don't even make sense

Yeah - I've been on the fucking fence
Dying occupy my head
Breathe a sigh and think of death
No less - Take a breath

I might hide - There's nothing left
I might cry when I confess
Suicide will be my rest - No

(Chorus)

Look me in my eyes - Who am I?
Another Suicide - I’m sippin' cyanide
I'll try to take my life another time
You left behind - My daddy couldn't say goodbye

I'm buried in a suit and tie
'Cos I said I was fine
When I was barely scraping by

(Verse 2)

Yeah - And I know that you'll forget me soon enough
The memory just drift like dust
And I've been coping long enough
I do not trust - I'm giving up

And yeah - Just know you couldn't save me
Reaper take me - My world quaking
Dying slow - My body blazing

(Bridge)

Look me in my eyes
Who am I?
A teenage suicide

Look me in my eyes
Who am I?
A teenage suicide

Look me in my eyes
Who am I?
A teenage suicide

Look me in my eyes
Who am I?
A teenage suicide

[Part II]

(Verse 1)

Why you try living with a soul so cracked?
When one bad decision put a knife in your back
And you're not forgiven and free to attack
So now you been slippin' and pay for a bag

Run a warm bath - Cos' the demons I attract - Too bad
Have a look at my past - When my heart go flat
And I've been feeling fucking sick
And I've been feeling fucking trapped
I'ma steal a fucking whip - And I'ma run the fucking gas

What you really know about me?
Dry blood stains on my ripped black jeans
That's me - I'm beat - No sleep - All week
I need codeine - That shit ain't cheap - Ain't free

I'm not a person that you should be trusting
And I'm not a person you wan' fall in love with
I feel undeserving and scared I'll feel nothing
I feel I have curses that burdened upon me

Yeah - When I'm this low I stay lonely
I don't wanna fucking OD
Not again - I'm losing friends
And no one cares - They unaware

And when I need them - No one there
But at my wrists - They fucking stare
I've had enough of this nightmare
I'll find a rope and find a chair

(Chorus)

I've been swimming in the deep end
Get fucked up - Forget my weekend
Take my time to find a meaning
Suicide without a reason

I've been swimming in the deep end
Get fucked up - Forget my weekend
Take my time to find a meaning
Suicide without a reason

(Verse 2)

Ain't no reason - Eyy
Feel the cold - So freezing - Eyy
I'ma rest in peace and - Lay
Feeling free up in my grave

Death the destination
Get there fast - I'm so impatient
God is dead but you're still praying
When I crush it up and take it - That I'll make it

No - It's a waste of damn time
And I cannot face it - So gaze to the light
And feel no remorse or regret in the slight
I feel like my mood will forever decline

Yeah - And I'm stuck up in a spiral
Thoughts of anger and denial
Make me feel as if on trial
With the thoughts so goddamn vile

(Chorus)

I've been swimming in the deep end
Get fucked up - Forget my weekend
Take my time to find a meaning
Suicide without a reason

I've been swimming in the deep end
Get fucked up - Forget my weekend
Take my time to find a meaning
Suicide without a reason