Teen Suicide

{Part 1}

(Verse 1)

Yo, I won't be remembered in a few years
Just another teenage suicide - so let's see here
No shed tears about me - cos no one gives a shit right?
These feelings come back - overwhelmed but I still try to cope

We both know I won't
Bitch I be fucked like I done dropped the soap
I'm only relaxed when I watch my blood flow
Say "That shit's not fine" like you think I don't know - right?

Cutting my wrists in the toilet at school - because I was too scared to ask them where to go
When I lost my damn timetable - turned up to class late
And hid in the stall all the way up until break

(Chorus)

Yeah - I think I have anxiety
I think I have a couple fucking demons live inside of me
Saying shit inside my head that I don't think I should repeat
And keep me up at night so much that I don't think I ever sleep

I think I have anxiety
I think I have a couple fucking demons live inside of me
Saying shit inside my head that I don't think I should repeat
And keep me up at night so much that I don't think I ever sleep

(Verse 2)
And we all wanna die sometimes
Got those kind of days where we can't decide -
If we should, climb a crane and then attempt to fly
Or we could - try our hardest to succeed in life

Yeah - I think I might be broken
I think trying to get better has me thinking false hope
And - I should just be honest cos I want my wrists open
Body motionless in a bath tub frozen

(Chorus)

Yeah - I think I have anxiety
I think I have a couple fucking demons live inside of me
Saying shit inside my head that I don't think I should repeat
And keep me up at night so much that I don't think I ever sleep

I think I have anxiety
I blame it on society

{Part 2}

(Verse 1)

You don't really know what I've been through
Go through hell - come out with some issues
All I wanna do is just grab and kiss you one last time - suicide
I'm not claiming I won't miss you - who am I? - on your mind
You'll forget me - that's the cold truth - when I die
All in time

Laying in the bathtub - blood wrists splatter
Tell me why we acting like shit gon' matter?
Why you always lying? - Yeah I just can't stand it
Every time I see scars - have another panic attack

That's so sad - acting like you had my back
I don't want your fucking sympathy
"It's no big deal." But is to me - when suicide's your fantasy
I can't tell why you're mad at me
I can't tell what is happening - at all - since my fall

Try to get up but it's useless on my own
Call your phone
You don't pick up
I can't do this shit at all
On my own

(Verse 2)

I just wanna die in peace
Would you - let me know if you remember me?
I'm tryna - make some music - leave a legacy
Before I - die and make amends - and set me free
Fuck