Tears to Snow

[Verse 1]
(Man, fuck!)
Me and my girl keep arguin', somehow my life just got hard again
She's scared of groupies that steady bargin' in
I can't explain the pain my heart is in
Yeah, I got money but reality isn't sunny, it's dark and grim
See, when I'm tourin' I don't take her
So she get filled with anger, thinkin' another woman is gon' replace her
She's standing in tears of emotion, knee-deep
I keep tryna tell her I ain't fuckin' no groupie, she don't believe me
My career is so deceiving
She's datin' a rapper, nobody said it was gon' be easy
She's threatenin' to leave me 'cause of these text messages girls sent
Now I'm just caught in this whirlwind
Tryna explain that they just friends who can't control they-self
They see the fame, think I'm cute, and they get overwhelmed
She should fuckin' know the deal
I'm done dealin' with this bullshit, bitch, I'm outta here, you can go to hell

[Chorus]
There's no room to drive at the end of the road
When you're living in the cold, not wearing a coat
The breeze turns tears to snow
Will they ever learn to love me? (Will they ever learn to love me?)
Don’t fucking call me, stop tryna reach me
I ain’t tryna hear all of your bullshit, just leave me

[Verse 2]
The underground ain’t been the same since I emerged from it
Niggas hear my name and they just hate and throw some dirt on it
Talkin' 'bout I blew up and just left them in the dust
But we ain’t friends, mothafucka, we ain’t never kicked it once
You better zip it shut, I’m respectful
But if I spot you, that’s the only time that I won’t ever give a fuck
Your words can make a difference, do not forget
If you run your mouth and talk shit, you payin' for what comes out of it
Bitch niggas acting all macho, jealous 'cause they ain’t got dough
While they still openin' up for me at my show
Smilin' comin' over to me, like I’m the coldest MC
And then you badmouth the moment I leave?
Aight, I got it, since I’m in the limelight
You niggas try to look cool by not being hyped about my hype
Simple and plain, better watch where your missiles are aimed
Insult my name, you’ll rekindle a flame, nigga

[Chorus]
There's no room to drive at the end of the road
When you're living in the cold, not wearing a coat
The breeze turns tears to snow
Will they ever learn to love me? (Will they ever learn to love me?)
Don’t fucking call me, stop tryna reach me
I ain’t tryna hear all of your bullshit, just leave me

[Verse 3]
I’m about to lock myself in my basement and dig my grave inside
All jokes aside, man, I see no reason to stay alive
If I do it, I won’t even say goodbye
“Yo-o, but you’re Hopsin and you have so many fa-ans!“, yeah, great advice
I’m not lucky; outside of Hopsin, there's no one who loves me
I come home to absolutely nothing
Nobody pays any mind to Marcus, they treat me like I’m retarded
And just want me to slave away as an artist
It don’t make any sense to me, no one wants to get to know the real me
They just want some pictures for they friends to see
I deal with this kind of stress endlessly, fuck this damn industry
Look at all the shit that it just did to me
I don’t care about no big collab or tryna swim in cash
I just want a family I can watch the TV with and laugh
Until then, I’m on the dark side
I’m the fuckin’ Dark Knight, startin’ bar fights, it's a hard life

[Chorus]
There's no room to drive at the end of the road
When you're living in the cold, not wearing a coat
The breeze turns tears to snow
Will they ever learn to love me? (Will they ever learn to love me?)
Don’t fucking call me, stop tryna reach me
I ain’t tryna hear all of your bullshit, just leave me