Tears Of Ice

[Intro]
There is no real me, I guess that's it

[Verse 1]
Yeah
Alone in this world I feel nothing inside
Angels fall from the sky when I come back to life
Lost in the night, I blend in with the rain
I'm so used to the cold like they stares and my veins
Tell me you hate me, say it to my face
See, the different 'tween us is you don't know real pain
Hoes come and go, I learned that the hard way
But these bitches can't phase me so fuck what you saying
Thoughts of the past, they mean nothing, I chose this
Tears burn my skin just because I'm so frozen
Forward is the motion until my legs broken
I'll rest when death is yet the only door open
I never found a use for all these emotions
Emotions, emotions, emotions
And bitch I would've called you back if this loving shit wasn't hopeless
Tell me if I died today then who the fuck would really notice
I always stay focused despite the conditions
A nigga want problems, okay then let's get it
My heart is not here, I left it in the trenches
My death is unknown probably due to this business
I said at the start, don't you ever catch feelings
Miss the old days but there's no going back
I look back at the past and see nothing but ash
Put the Dutch to the flame and take another drag

[Bridge]
Hidden all my life, demons lurking through the night
I erased my whole existence, just download me when it's time
King of the darkness, the ice is my throne
Missed messages all on my phone
Said you'd stay with me, I'm feeling alone
Everything that I do is killing me, I know, aye

[Verse 2]
Today I called heaven and no one replied
I'm so sick of these lies, I'm so sick of this life
I never found someone who love me for me
'less they begging for feats or something that's alike
Like ever since the fuckin' moment I met you
My life been collapsing and I don't know why
Thoughts of depression, despair haunt my mind
If I ever do fall, I'll be caught by the tides, bitch
Skies

[Outro]
King of the darkness, the ice is my throne
Missed messages all on my phone
Said you'd stay with me, I'm feeling alone
Everything that I do is killing me, I know

Why are you crying? Because you deleted yourself from everyone else's memory? Isn't that what you wanted all along?