Tearing Guilty Skin (Remix)

Tearing and cutting the guilt off my skin
As I can't ever get it away from within
I'ma counting what's already gone from my life
And regret everything what I've done and I've been
And I'm sorry for all of this pain I create
'Cause I know how it feels to be hurt all the time
While I'm dreaming of becoming better for you
But I cannot reject what's since ever been mine
Sit back and cry before falling asleep
With my feelings again overwhelming my head
The emotions so strong they are crushing my soul
And the littlest doubts get me hanging by a thread
Wish I could erase all these memories
But for now what should I do before I end up dead
To improve and to make you forgive and forget
What I've done the wrong way like it's never been said?

I wish it never happened and I'm sorry for the way
I done said it and done pressed too deep, I hope we'll be ok
I wonder if you even care about this, but you do not need to
Don't have to care 'bout me too, like to me it seemed to
But bet you'll never hear this, I bet you'll never hear me
I bet you'll never feel this and bet you'll never feel me
I'd want to be a good me for you instead of a real me
Just know that I am sorry and I hope that you'll forgive me

Tear all the flesh, shed all the skin
Only thing you'll see will be my soul
I will show you what's truly here within
So I won't disappoint you anymore
Tear all the flesh, shed all the skin
Only thing you'll see will be my soul
I will show you what's truly here within
So I won't disappoint you anymore