Tear stained jeans

I got tear stained jeans
I got blood on my sheets
I got dust in the air
Give a fuck about me
I been dyin lowkey
I don't feel lonely
I got dead friends talkin to me daily...
I got drug habits
& i'm always famished
I don't talk to anyone
Cause i'm scared they hate me
Every day that's how it feels
I don't know what's real
I just know one thing
I'd b e better off... dead...

[Chorus]
I don't wanna talk
Tell em i got nothin to say
I don't wanna breathe
In my bed is my grave
I don't wanna love
I don't think that i deserve it
I don't wanna die
But i'm terrified of life

Replace my feelings w drugs
I been high for six months
I feel light i can't see
I think i might die soon
So, dad i'll make u proud
And i won't let u down
Mum i can't forgive you
But, i hope u do well

I got tear stained jeans
I got blood on my sheets
I got dust in the air
Give a fuck about me
I been dyin lowkey
I don't feel lonely
I got dead friends talkin to me daily...
I got drug habits
& i'm always famished
I don't talk to anyone
Cause i'm scared they hate me
Every day that's how it feels
I don't know what's real
I just know one thing
I'd b e better off... dead...

[Chorus]
I don't wanna talk
Tell em i got nothin to say
I don't wanna breathe
In my bed is my grave
I don't wanna love
I don't think that i deserve it
I don't wanna die
But i'm terrified of life