“Tear Me Apart” is the fourth song on Sik World’s first official EP Still Lost in which he explains the reasons why he can’t love his current girlfriend due to his trust issues and bad past with his ex-girlfriend. Which lead him to being paranoid in any of his future relationships.
[Chorus]
I have a past that tends to taunt me
I run from it but, it's exhausting
Call me psycho, at least you called me
Tell me why am I falling?
Fall for you when I should be running
I hate every girl that I fall in love with
I gave you my heart, it's all for nothing
You tear me apart
You tear me apart
You tear me apart
[Verse 1]
You're everything that I need, everything that I needed
A future in us and I'm too blind to see it
You tell me you love me but I don't believe it
I go off my ex and I make her the reason
Why me and you could never happily be in
A relationship, with deep value and meaning
You're trying to fix broken I'm hoping you see
You can't put me together when I am in pieces
'Cause when I think of you, all I feel is numb
To my new girl, I know how to love
I'm paranoid, I'mma fuck it up
Our love void, putting trust in us
I got fucked over when I tried it once
Now my insecurities are levelled up
I always assume what's ahead of us
So I leave you, knowing you're the one
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm stuck inside a paradigm
Of not trusting those that step into my life
I will not suffer heart break a second time
And she asked why, and I replied
[Chorus]
I have a past that tends to taunt me
I run from it but, it's exhausting
Call me psycho, at least you called me
Tell me why am I falling?
Fall for you when I should be running
I hate every girl that I fall in love with
I gave you my heart it's all for nothing
You tear me apart
You tear me apart
You tear me apart
[Verse 2]
Loving me is a problem
I'm closed off, I don't like talking
I walk in commitment with precaution
My last relationship caused this
I gave her my heart and she lost it
It's safe to say that I'm heartless
I tried to date you to make progress
But the thought of being hurt again is taunting and now
[Pre-Chorus]
Because of you I'll never know if this is all a game
Standing in hell, I burn in flames
I burn down, down, down
And she asked why and I replied
[Chorus]
I have a past that tends to taunt me
I run from it but, it's exhausting
Call me psycho, at least you called me
Tell me why am I falling?
Fall for you when I should be running
I hate every girl that I fall in love with
I gave you my heart it's all for nothing
It's all for nothing
Tear Me Apart was written by Sik World.
Tear Me Apart was produced by GhostBeats.
Sik World released Tear Me Apart on Sun Dec 10 2017.