Tear A Gash

Will you join me in this place I love to burrow?
Where I wear myself thin
Any hand that tries to pull me out keeps me even more in
You don't help if this means dirtying up your clothes
Even when it's cloudy I get the sunshine

I'm leaving but before I'm gone I have just two demands
When you look in mirrors realize how gorgeous you are
And tear a gash in your wedding dress
Those bells could have rang for us
I have kids with you in my mind

They raised themselves without a mother
Just the stories I tell of her
"Oh father where is she and when will she return?"
"Well I don't know. I have a confession for you, my son
This woman I obsess about doesn't exist
The world you live in is fake. I made the whole up."

I'm leaving but before I'm gone I have just two demands
When you look in mirrors realize how gorgeous you are
And tear a gash in your wedding dress
Those bells could have rang for us
I have kids with you in my mind

I'm just electrical left out in the rain
I turn magical and disappear from this place that I cannot change
Where idiots rule the world
I murder a child for peace just to get into heaven
Then I sit around with the deceased and chat about how we were living
I'm glad I didn't make it out alive

Now I live in a place where anger no longer grows
Planes don't fly over my head
No one gives me looks
I spend my time with my kids
I'm just as fake as them now
I raised them with you in my mind
I raised them with you in my mind
Cause I'm not as real I'm just as fake as them now as I appear
I'm just as fake as them now
I'm not as real I'm just as fake as them now as I appear
I'm just as fake as them now