Tbh its a no from me

What do you see in him that you don't see in me?
Got all this wasted time, so many memories
And though I miss your face, you call I let it ring
Girl you're my shooting star, I'm your security
Know I messed up stuck playing catch up
Guess what, love you so much wish I never met ya
Tired of being tired of being tired
It's so messed up
Best that I can get the tylenol that's on my dresser
Look into my eyes it's just a shell
What was before?
When I needed your support
Gave it all you wanted more
Played the hand that I was dealt
Of coursе you won, your fucking board
I done caught so many strays I swear my heart can't takе no more
Girl I, lost all my energy
I, can't will my wishful needs
You try forgetting me, know that you sinned for me
I dug a grave for you, we're going blissfully
It's the least I could do, my favorite enemy
I'm tired of trying to make amends I know I'm wrong
Paint me out to be the bad guy, girl I knew that all along
And I can't make it too obvious, I put it in this song
And I can't go saying sorry then, I gotta show I'm strong
Would life be good if I was gone?
I been selfish all my life it's been so long
I must've just had wishful thinking
Just think of me when you start dreaming