targeted individual

[Chorus]
I always knew something wasn't right
Everydays a struggle everyday I lose a fight (lose a fight)
More inclined to stay at home and hide
Hide from my mistakes and hide from everytime I lie
Actually I think it's kind of funny
I was struggling with money then I spent it all (spent it all)
I guess it's fine I always pay my rent on time
Self preservation and destruction it's a blurry line

[Verse]
Every morning I roll my boulder up the hill
It gets to the top and then it falls right back down
I feel like I'm drowning
Pills got me drowsy
Yesterday I walked outside and I forgot my housekey
Walk outside my eyes are darting I think that they found me
Creepin' slow I think they gon' surround me
I keep it moving maybe this is just a bad dream
Why the fuck are all the cameras looking at me

[Chorus]
I always knew something wasn't right
Everydays a struggle everyday I lose a fight (lose a fight)
More inclined to stay at home and hide
Hide from my mistakes and hide from everytime I lie
Actually I think it's kind of funny
I was struggling with money then I spent it all (spent it all)
I guess it's fine I always pay my rent on time
Self preservation and destruction it's a blurry line