Talks at the Cemetery

[Verse]
Last night I relapsed
I wasn't strong mama, played the Devil's violin
Was raised by the violence
Oh, I played the doormat for the girl I loved
I gave my everything
Still feel like I ain't do enough
I do my drugs and spill my pain
Wonder if I ever change
Tried to make me sell my soul
But I can't walk the Devil's road
I just wanna break down, break down, yeah
Sorry granny, i'm so faded
I just pray to God I make it
I spill this medication for the ones in need
And this ain't rap, this is poetry
To block my demons
I lived in the shadows too long
I felt like hurt was lovе, and love was hurt
I never had a propеr father figure to show me the way
So excuse me if I show my anger
That's just emotional pain
We all got addiction
We all in the same lane
We all in the same cage
I don't do black music
I don't do white music
I do that "struggle with your life" music, for real though
I gave my heart I can't believe they pierced a knife through it
And all the pain you ever seen, I done been through it
Feel it deep in your heart, deep in your heart, yeah
Deep in your soul, deep in your soul, yeah
Pain is temporary
Long talks with my dawgs at the cemetery
Rest in peace, my nigga
And I think that speaks for itself
Ville, nigga