[Verse 1]
The Fourth of April, at a car park
The first time that I said it out loud
I held my breath and stared at the stars but
I couldn't stop when the tears rolled down
You said "We'll talk all night if we have to
You're my best friend, I need you around"
I said "I'm sorry but I don't see no way out"
[Chorus]
If I don't believe in God, who can I call?
Maybe it's easier to end it all
I'm sorry mama, but it's not your fault
I'm just another picture on your wall
Oh, it's time that I talk
Oh, it's time that I talk
[Verse 2]
My heart was racing, hands were shaking
Suddenly all the words poured out
Like for a year now, I've been faking
All these voices, they scream so loud
And whеn those days come around
Wherе the demons come out, I can deal with 'em now
Because I've been through hell
And I found my way out
[Chorus]
If I don't believe in God, who can I call?
Maybe it's easier to end it all
I'm sorry mama, but it's not your fault
I'm won't be another picture on your wall
Oh, it's time that I talk
Oh, it's time that I talk
Oh, I think it's time that I talk
Oh, it's time that I talk, yeah
[Chorus]
If I don't believe in God, who can I call?
Maybe it's easier to end it all
I'm sorry mama, it's not your fault
I won't be another picture on your wall
Oh, it's time that I talk
Oh, it's time that I talk
Oh, I think it's time that I talk
Oh, it's time that I talk
April 4th, two years after my brother passed away. I was back home for university mid terms. My best friend dragged me out of the house to go for a drive. We just drove around the town and listened to music, I was pretty much silent for the entire time. We ended up pulling up at the carpark in fron...