​takeaway

[Verse]
I'm tired of eating takeaways
I just wish that you would feel the same
I'm sleeping through the week
And through the day to ease my pain
But it hasn't always been like this
How I'm stuck and lost in this abyss
I think I just need a hug, a kiss, a quiz
To ask I'm a feeling
Maybe there's something wrong with me
Something that I couldn't see
Something that I wouldn't choose to believe
I'm hiding insecurities to build up my maturity
What the fuck is with this impurity?
Fuck, fuck, fuck all my addictions
Act like this, don't need restrictions
I hate all my medication
Look in the mirror, scared of my reflection
None of you truly believed in me
Not asking for forgiveness, just some decency
And I know thеy're boiling with jealousy
This shit is way too hard for me
I'm crying my own fucking tеars out, would you listen?
Nobody wants to hear my story 'til I'm missing
I'll give you everything you want even the distance
I'm truly serious, you know I'm not kidding
I wanna die today, I wanna die today
Don't tell me otherwise if you have never felt this way
I wanna die today, I wanna die today
Don't tell me otherwise if you have never felt this way