Liz Phair
Liz Phair
Liz Phair
Liz Phair
Liz Phair
Liz Phair
Liz Phair
Liz Phair
Liz Phair
Liz Phair
Liz Phair
Liz Phair
Liz Phair
Liz Phair
Liz Phair
I'm walking down in the basement
I'm leaning on the washing machine
I'm reaching back through a hole
In the wall's insulation
I'm pulling out a bottle of vodka
Replacing that with a pint of Jim Beam
I'm lying down on the floor
Until I feel better
It's morning and I pour myself coffee
I drink it til the kitchen stops shaking
I'm backing out of the driveway
And into creation
And the loving spirit that follows me
Watching helplessly
Will always forgive me
Oh, I want to die alone
With my sympathy beside me
I want to bring down
All those demons who drank with me
Feasting gleefully
On my desperation
I hide all the bottles in places
They find and confront me
With pain in their eyes
And I promise that I'll make some changes
But reaching back it occurs to me
There will always be
Some kind of crisis for me
Oh, I want to die alone
With my sympathy beside me
I want to bring back
All those moments they stole from me
In my reverie
Darkening days end
Oh, I want to die alone
With my memories inside me
I want to live that life
When I could say people had faith in me
I still see that guy in my memory
Oh, I want to die alone
With my sympathy beside me
I want to bring down
All those people who drank with me
Watching happily
My humiliation
Table for One was written by Liz Phair.
Liz Phair released Table for One on Tue Oct 04 2005.