​synthetic4evr

[Intro]
​luvhex

[Chorus]
It's like I'm putting on a mask, I do it everyday, bitch
I'm gonna kill myself, I been feeling way too vacant
I'm stuck in the past, e-e-every day is wasted
I don't think I'm selfish, I can't wait to end it
No one listenin', razor glistenin'
Miss you next to me, I'd feel the scars all on your wrist
See your silhouette, wa-wa-watching from the mist
You're-you're-you're the only person that made me feel something
That shit left me so sick

[Post-Chorus]
And I feel it, I'm losin' myself
I'm synthetic forever, it's hell
Yeah, I'll keep taking more 'til I'm numb

[Verse]
At this point, I'm makin' my own luck, pretend I'm having fun
I do it evеry day, I pretend that I'm in lo-o-o-ove
Thеse days I'm a ghost, sippin' more make me dumb
I-I-I been so alone but that's hurting everyone
I-I-I would get so far if I didn't relapse
I-I-I would come back, countin' up a couple racks
I don't think it would be better, what's the point in all of that?
La-la-lately, I'm so bitter but I gotta hold it back

[Chorus]
It's like I'm putting on a mask, I do it everyday, bitch
I'm gonna kill myself, I been feeling way too vacant
I'm stuck in the past, e-e-every day is wasted
I don't think I'm selfish, I can't wait to end it
No one listenin', razor glistenin'
Miss you next to me, I'd feel the scars all on your wrist
See your silhouette, wa-wa-watching from the mist
You're-you're-you're the only person that made me feel something
That shit left me so sick

[Post-Chorus]
I will look for you
I will find you
And I will kill you

[Instrumental Outro]