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[Chorus: Doc Gruesome]
Look me in my face, dawg, tell me why I'm not enough (Not enough)
I ain't never been the same since killing 'em (Killing 'em)
Got to get it together, I keep on fuckin' up (Fuckin' up)
But no matter the weather, I steady posted up
Look me in my face, dawg, tell me why I'm not enough (Not enough)
I ain't never been the same since killing 'em (Killing 'em)
Got to get it together, I keep on fuckin' up (Fuckin' up)
But no matter the weather, I stеady posted up

[Verse 1: Doc Gruesome]
If I ain't pacin', I'm tracin' my walls, found familiar faces (Yah!)
Deep inside my hеad feel like a relapse
Is on the horizon but don't nobody wanna see that
They only want to hear the positive but honestly
I'm living in a hole and that bothers 'em and honestly
I'm sick of being positive, I'd rather not acknowledge them
Do what they tell me, keep these problems by the wheel
And that's real shit, staring at the bottom of my pill shit
Keep me medicated so I never have to feel shit (Never have to feel shit)
Keep me dedicated to the dab flip
I'ma smile in your face 'til I can't then I trip
And I promise you, I'ma fuckin' demolish you (Bitch!)
Innocent bystanders, they vomit through T-Shirts
Did not see my face as I wallow through (Wallow through)
Every hood, tell your people they follow you
I never really felt like I would grow to be enough
Until one day I realized I don't really give a fuck

[Chorus: Doc Gruesome]
Look me in my face, dawg, tell me why I'm not enough (Not enough)
I ain't never been the same since killing 'em (Killing 'em)
Got to get it together, I keep on fuckin' up (Fuckin' up)
But no matter the weather, I steady posted up
Look me in my face, dawg, tell me why I'm not enough (Not enough)
I ain't never been the same since killing 'em (Killing 'em)
Got to get it together, I keep on fuckin' up (Fuckin' up)
But no matter the weather, I steady posted up

[Verse 2: Doc Gruesome]
But I never let it get me down (Nah)
Ten toes in the ground, come and move me now (Yeah)
I've been shunned from your world, told to move around (Move around)
And now my gun does the moving when you put me down (Ugh)
I'm having fun when I'm losing, can't explain how
It's a feeling of nostalgia building from the ground (Yah)
Feel like a kid again with dope tucked up in my mouth (Ayy)
Police coming, I'ma swallow every bit down (Ugh)
Hope they don't burst in my stomach 'fore I puke 'em out (Puke 'em out)
I never had no one to show me what's a better route (Better route)
I never had no one to show me (No one to show me)