Swimming in east river

[Currently transcribing]

The water is cold
But my head is on fire
If I wanted to do what's right for me
[?]
But I'm too dumb

I just got so much on my mind
I'm trying to use my car
[?]
And it's been weeks
Since I took the time to work on me
As the tensions rise like mercury
Everything in my life just forces me
And I forget about that

Love it
Breathe it
Make it [?]
Take it
All of
My attention away from
Sinking
Freezing
Swimming inside the big blue
Ocean
Thinking
[?]

Keep your distance
Speak my language
If I'm upset then you can kill my anguish
Following blindly is by design
[?] my arms are open wide
It's my business, so please explain it
If life's a movie then you're on the a-list