Swimming In Anxiety

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm tryna find my way out
Time and money, two things I don't play 'bout
I find it funny when they say I changed up
Yeah, I did for the better
I was down, had to get up
Fake friends only call you when they need you
See you doing good is when they see you
Where were you when I was in the deep blue?
Drowning in my thoughts, underneath it all

[Chorus]
I was swimming in anxiety
Praying that I find my peace
Further than my arms can reach
Feeling like I'm lost at sea
Swimming in anxiety
And some nights I can't sleep
And some days I don't eat
But I know it's up to me
To find my peace, to find my peace

[Verse]
Pray I'm walking on water, came from the gutter
Scars all on my face, like I'm Harry Potter
Hurt too many times, still won't hurt another
Now I don't have no friends, just brothers and lovers
Gotta protect all of my energy
I'm a rare breed, no wonder why they branded me (For real)
I'll succeed and surpass their limitations
I'm not a racist, but I need segregation
From all the fake shit
Fake ass commentators
Push me to the edge, I'll be catching cases, mmhmm
She want me for my status, mmhmm
I need more than fake love
I've been sinking in the deep end
The world is so cold, got my freezing
There's a ice box where my heart used to be
Icebox got my chain glistening

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm tryna find my way out
Time and money, two things I don't play 'bout
I find it funny when they say I changed up
Yeah, I did for the better
I was down, had to get up
Fake friends only call you when they need you
See you doing good is when they see you
Where were you when I was in the deep blue?
Drowning in my thoughts, underneath it all

[Chorus]
I was swimming in anxiety
Praying that I find my peace
Further than my arms can reach
Feeling like I'm lost at sea
Swimming in anxiety
And some nights I can't sleep
And some days I don't eat
But I know it's up to me
To find my peace, to find my peace