Swim

I'm fighting the thought that I need to
Say what you wanna hear, do what you do
I don't need a reason, put you in the rear view
But I'm caught in the feeling like deja vu

Everything feels like a cycle, it's crazy
Nobody wants me, then won't go away
I'll shut 'em out and get all kinds of lonely
Think to myself, what is wrong with me?

I don't know why I keep doing this
You tell me I gotta quit doing this
But i don't know why I keep doing this
I don't know

So I just swim
Until the water feels like him
So I don't drown in my ocean of emotions
I'm tired but he keeps my head up
So I can swim

So I just swim
Until the water feels like him
So I don't drown in my ocean of emotions
I'm tired but he keeps my head up
So I can swim (ah-ah)

So I just
Swim, swim, swim, swim, ah-ah
Swim, swim, swim, swim
So I just
Swim, swim, swim, swim
So I can swim, ah-ah

I'm like a hurricane, take what I want
You're like a summеr's day, keeping me warm
I sink like a stone, swim out of control
But you don't lеt it linger, know how to let go

I don't know why I keep doing this
Get a grip, I'm tripping over this
Keep going over things
You should know context is everything
I'd give up anything just to be close to him, oh

Even my worst days are better than back then
Cause back then I didn't have love like this
Nobody loves like he does and it shows
Loves like he does and it shows

So I just swim
Until the water feels like him, oh

So I just
Swim, swim, swim, swim, ah-ah
Swim, swim, swim, swim
So I just
Swim, swim, swim, swim
So I can swim, ah-ah

So I just swim
Until the water feels like him
So I don't drown in my ocean of emotions
I'm tired but he keeps my head up
So I can swim, ah-ah

So I just
Swim, swim, swim, swim, ah-ah
Swim, swim, swim, swim
So I just
Swim, swim, swim, swim
So I can swim, ah-ah
So I just