​swell

[Verse 1]
Overwhelmed, the water swells with the moon
Just as well, I should of known we were doomed
You always lived closer to the beach
But you had no emotional reach
I choose not to read my mail in case I fail to do my taxes
It relaxes me not to see
But I saw what I saw, now I’ve relapsed once more
Find myself on the shore, it’s my only true door
My heart aches for sure, else it did but no more
This feeling should explore, haven’t felt like this for a while
I’m not anxious no, not only that, not only sad, not only glad, not angry at my dad
Not only feeling more than I anticipated but I’m jaded
Can not describe what is inside?

[Pre-Chorus)
I was always articulated
But could never climb all that play dough
To describe the vibe that grows and hides so quick, so kind, so cruel, so indescribable
Not angst, not against you, won’t think of you, think I loved you (fuck), think I loved you

[Chorus]
This feeling inside, this feeling inside
Emotions will swell, emotions will tide
This feeling inside, this feeling inside
Emotional swell, emotions can’t hide

[Verse 2]
One night I thought I lost my pen
One time I thought this was the end
This feeling surely overwhelms
Debilitates me, not pretending like I know you no more
For sure i glorified you, for sure would not deny you
A glimpse inside my head, if I knew how to access it
I thought I knew myself quite well but still this emotional swell
Like a riddle I can’t crack, it’s got me muddled want to whack some sense into myself
Value emotional health
Wish I could feel with more stealth
Guess I’m just rich in wealth I can’t handle
Too many scandals, want to wear sandals, want to wear boots
Want to light candles but want to scoot
To the other end of the couch
Gotta roll a dart from my pouch
Just to feel like I’m not without
Just to feel like I know about myself
Don’t feel like I know about myself
Don’t feel like I wanna doubt myself
Just wish I knew how this feeling swells
Just wish that this feeling would warm me first
Because

[Chorus]
This feeling inside, this feeling inside
Emotions will swell, emotions will tide
This feeling inside, this feeling inside
Emotional swell, emotions can’t hide

[Outro]
Don't know what this is
Don't know what this is
Know what this is
Don't know what this is
Wanna know, wanna know, wanna know what this is
Don't know what this is
Don't know what this is
Know what this is
Wanna know what this is