​​​sweetest demon

[Verse 1]
Okay, I'm feeling insane, tryna put the pieces together
But my brain don't work that way
I left you so selfishly
Knowing I was wrong, oh
Today, I found the words, the ones you never heard
The ones that I should have said, but then I never did
Waiting for the day, dragging you along
Knowing I was wrong, should have never took this long

[Chorus]
You were the sweetest demon I could ever love
I did those things, so did you, and they were wrong
Toxic in every way, I know it got rough
Staring at the left side of my bed, and you'rе gone
So, I'm writing this song

[Refrain]
Always found myself getting highеr
Fadin' every problem, coming down to the wire
Why am I like this? It's hurtin', but I'm trying to hide it
I can't explain, so these pills I've been trying
Fade them all away, acting like it'll be okay
But in the back of my mind, I know it's all a lie
And this road I've been taking, only end with goodbyes
So, I'm saying goodbye

[Chorus]
You were the sweetest demon I could ever love
I did those things, so did you, and they were wrong
Toxic in every way, I know it got rough
Staring at the left side of my bed, and you're gone
So, I'm writing this song

[Verse 2]
Life has never felt so good, with or without you
I'm right here facing another Wood, easing my mind, my mind
No longer crying out for help, after all that I have felt
I'm better dealing with this alone

[Refrain]
Always found myself getting higher
Fadin' every problem, coming down to the wire
Why am I like this? It's hurtin', but I'm trying to hide it
I can't explain, so these pills I've been trying
Fade them all away, acting like it'll be okay
But in the back of my mind, I know it's all a lie
And this road I've been taking, only end with goodbyes
So, I'm saying goodbye

[Chorus]
You were the sweetest demon I could ever love
I did those things, so did you, and they were wrong
Toxic in every way, I know it got rough
Staring at the left side of my bed, and you're gone
So, I'm writing this song