Sweet

Rum filled riddled little memories
Silently you lie next to me
Thoughts tied up in misery
But your bodies heat speaks so differently

Encompassing everything that I need
Or do I just think I crave this
My head and heart contradicted
But it feels so sweet when we’re so

Is this just to distract me
Wrap my head round futile figments
Human nature got a funny way vibing
Always telling me that i need to be multiplying

My half just wants to feel home held
Zeus scorned me to search on though
Cover up my insecurities
Instead ah focusing on what i wanna achieve

You see this shit should be easy
Never really is with you and me
Isn’t with anyone
I think ive been too burned to feel love

My heart runs round in circles
Caring oh so much bout everyone else
My head then soon follows behind
- no wonder im always left blind

Whys its so hard to be selfish
I should have Viktor Vaughan as my catfish
Not running round with my head mid height
Tail between my legs and my wishes
In a little box locked tight

Maybe might be the millionth time ive said this
Im sure they say age will cure this
Here i am still confused
Ever wavering and bemused

So, Sweet ..

I swear when you zoom out you will see
So much beauty lies underneath
Although it crumbles in on me
I’d rather feel, the blues were made for those who see